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Tuesday, October 29, 2013

WTF KIND OF FANS DID KPOP RAISING??



Fans or anti-fans claim that a petition was started to ask for EXO to be exempt from the military

Full article here: 
http://omonatheydidnt.livejournal.com/12035377.html#ixzz2jATBXZ4N

“Please help our EXO oppas become exempt from military service!! Instead of our oppas, can't regular guys just add a few more years to their service instead. They can just think of it as being on a retreat a little longer.”

OMFG, is this real? Like seriously??? Seriously???? Can’t brain this. As much as I love EXO and their songs, I’m stil sane to not even thinking to agree on a petition like this.

"Why don't you go in place of your oppas then," "I definitely have to see EXO enter the army now," and "If EXO enlist, I will make sure to personally train them." 

If I were those guy, I don’t know what kind of curse would come from my mouth due to excessive anger. Guys, I can feel you even if I’m a girl and a fan. Crazy fans are sure crazy. How come you even thinking of making a suggestion like that. And I agree of every single comment those guy wrote, I think you sasaeng fan should go serve for the army and feel it yourselves for you to get to your senses.

If this is started by anti-fan, you guys have succeeded but if this is done by fans, I will not surprise either.

WELL, crazy fan are just crazy.


Monday, October 7, 2013

Just finished watching 7th Grade Civil Servant. (what a lame title... -_-' )


Okay, I think I should write this since I just ended watching 7 Grade Civil Servant and before all the things I want to say go ‘basi’, I just want to say I love it!!! Nowadays, it’s hard for me to really like one particular Korean drama because they usually won’t satisfied me anymore since I’ve watched a lot of them before and stumble upon a lot of crappy one, and not less a really great one too. But this one really satisfied me. The storyline and the chemistry, I should give it 4.5 star! Although every drama has its own weakness and loophole here and there, this one doesn’t bother me at all.

Seems like I’ve underestimated Choi Kang Hee ability since I’ve said it before that she isn’t suitable to be with Joo Won for this drama. She’s a lot older than Joo Won while Joo Woon is a lot younger than her. Well, that might be what it looks like in the beginning, but their chemistry is so good and she became a lot more cuter and prettier, which can be forgiven. Joo Won on the other hand has always been my favorite actor. He suits the character and delivered well in every character he assign with, no matter what kind of character and drama it is. Well, shall I say more?

After watching it through the end, I realized why Choi Kang Hee has been selected as the lead actress. She’s good in conveying her emotion, and I am not exaggerate when I say if I have to choose between Park Min Yeong and Choi Kang Hee, I would still choose Choi Kang Hee. I don’t like Park Min Yeong anyways, no matter in what drama she is. She will always ruin it for me. She ruined my interest of the love line City Hunter. Thank God there’s Prosecutor Kim and Lee Min Ho along with quite a good storyline for me to end it up.

Aside from their outstanding acting, the genre itself triggers me. An agent-like genre, 007, spy, with all that cool mission and stuff, what’s there not to like?? At first, like everybody else I thought it would be like Mr. and Mrs. Smith but no, not at all. And it’s not like a typical rom-com with no direction or ‘intipati’ in it (eg: Flower Boy Ramyun Shop, crap!). It doesn’t drag on like those cases in Ghost. We would still be able to keep track of what happen clearly and it doesn’t make my head explode. It’s delivered lightly but seriously. Well, you have to watch it to know what I meant.

And as a plus eye candy, there’s 2PM Chansung too!! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~ He’s quite cool in there~hehehe~ but I still love my Joo Won :*> All in all, this drama makes me cry and smile through the end and I’m glad I watched it. I don’t know how to explain it more but yeah, it’s worth to watch.



P/S : I’m watching The Master’s Sun currently but my broadband is betraying me right now. So, I still have a long way to go to finish it up. Will update on that later. Btw, the ghosts are quite scary sometimes but surprisingly, I endure it well, just for So Ji Sub. teheeee ;)




Thursday, June 27, 2013

You've Got Wrong People Bitch

I’m soooo pissed off at people who mind other people business when you yourself are not that good. All I do is just entered Bilik Kewangan to ask kak Ila for her number, and there she is, being sarcastic for I dunno how many times. Out of nowhere, after being nosy about CC scold us for going out to cafe, she just blurt out about how ignorant of me and Melin to watch Korean movies when Big Boss was around. And I said I don’t fucking care bcos Big boss knew we don’t have any work to do at that moment and she’ll come out with some other things for us. Even Miss Moon, our unit head didn’t mind at all, who are you to bash us here? And when you want to bash us, look at how other people is doing. They using fb and watching movies so much more than us. I knew you knew it but we are the best target for you to bash, simply bcos you think we are like the previous new staff. Melin might be not so bold to get back at you, but with me, you’ve got the wrong person bitch.

Come on, you don’t even know what task we have to settle everyday and any other day when the work load seems to had no end. You don’t even know when we went back at 10 o’clock when there’s a lot of things to do in our unit. And what the hell threatening us with the big boss? Big boss didn’t even mind us doing our own things as long as our task finishes in time. And I don’t recall if I ever delayed my work when the boss gave me. Big boss even said if she ever set up a company, me and Melin will be the first she’ll hire looking at how efficient we are. I’m not lying or trying to sound arrogant cos this is what she told us herself and Miss Moon also said she never recall Big Boss complaining anything about us at all. Shame on you bitch, cos if she ever had complaining on her staff in a meeting, it was you, cos you are so shameless putting everything you hate about your job and your office into your facebook. Seriously bitch, do you think facebook is your diary? Pathetic.



To make it more pathetic, when you angry at me getting back at you, you post it on facebook, and bash almost everyone you hate at office. Wowwwww, and all staff read it and voila, they just wish they can hit you with their car. I’m trying not to spill our not-so-nice conversation but you are ruining it for yourself.
And to make it super duper pathetic, you post the status about how staffs watch videos, using facebook and all those stuff during office hour, but there you are, posting about it during office hours too. What that makes you? Stupid. Fool. Cakap tak serupa bikin. Seriously you are fuckin stupid. To sum it up, you are a stupid and immature bitch.

Don’t wish for me to apologize. I don’t want to talk to some ignorance, stupid, fool, immature bitch like you.



Friday, March 22, 2013

The Final Spell ='(


P/S: This is delayed entry and I wrote this like 2 monthS ago. So, read it with the feeling of Merlin had just ended yesterday. LOL XD

Merlin has cast its final spell. And I’m still mourning over here. As a devoted fan of Merlin, the 5 years journey with them is just a blink of eyes. Merlin is over. I can’t digest that. Nope. You know the heartbroken feeling when your favorite drama or series has ended and you feel like losing something. That’s how I feel right know.
And to make it worst, Arthur is DEAD. I repeat, DEAD. I CAN’T ACCEPT THIS. Not this kind of final. My 5 years of journey with them has ended with me watching Arthur’s death. Where’s all the prophecy of Merlin to build a great Albion together with Arthur? Merlin only tells Arthur that he’s a sorcerer after Arthur has been stab with a magic sword by Mordred and Arthur is just dead after saying thank you. Just like that? Are you fucking kidding me?
The plot of Merlin doesn’t really stick to the legend from what I’ve heard so why oh why didn’t you let Arthur lives? I’m sure fans all over the world would be dying to watch their journey together after Merlin reveals his sorcery secret to Arthur.  The director and scriptwriters could have done a better job (for my heart) by letting Arthur lives, or he could just die and rise again from the Avalon right after Merlin throw away the Excalibur sword. That way, I wouldn’t be so sad coz I know they gonna embark a new journey together.
I’m not saying the production is bad as they have done a great job with Merlin but with all the hardships and journey they all went together for 5 season, doesn’t it occurs in any of their mind that fans want to see Arthur lives and embark a new journey together with Merlin?
It seems like the actors and crew is in rush to end the series as their contract will ended after 5 years. From what I’ve heard, the producer offered them to continue season 6, but the actors has said they wish to move on to another project. Well, kinda make sense as they already with Merlin for 5 years. My hope is crushed. Even if they continue season 6 with another actor, I’ll never watch it because the feeling would be different and it just feels wrong.
If only they ended the wonderful series with a better ending…..
P/S: This is solely my opinion, my rage, my ranting and my loyal fan girl unsatisfied feeling. No offence intended. 

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Hana Kimi or To The Beautiful You?


I’ve watched the 2007 Japanese version of Hana Kimi like 3 years ago and this time they brought out To The Beautiful You, Korean version remake of Hana Kimi. Since I watched To The Beautiful You, I watched Hana Kimi again and of course people will compare right? So, here’s my OWN PERSONAL OPINION of both dramas so if you’re not agree, then I can’t help it.

HANA KIMI
Undoubtedly, I love Hana Kimi so much more! It may not advance or ‘secanggih’ TTBY (I mean a bigger dorm, hp canggih, set mahal blah blah blah) but Hana Kimi gave me more impact compare to TTBY. I love all the bromance-y and friendship-y in Hana Kimi. It has a lot of element, love, friendship, humor, moral values and so much more in a hilarious way. It’s sort of crazy, yes, and doesn’t make sense too but that’s what makes it funny. They fight like all the time (in a funny way of course), but hurriedly make up again and unite with each other when their friends got into trouble. They have a lot of event and festivals, and almost every event that they do looks happy and crazy. But even if it looks crazy, it has their own meaning and moral values that they wanted to imply by doing all that. All 3 dorm sure wanted victory, but at the end it doesn’t matter who win or lose.

AND I AM LOVING NAKATSU OMG *SQUEAL*. He is so darn funny with his ‘im-not-homo’ dance and “I-think-I-may-be-gay-no-I-can’t-but-imma-chase-after-him-anyway” LOLOLOLOL. Ikuta Toma portrayal of Nakatsu is amazing. He brings a lot of laugh and so do the other boys in the dorms. ^_^ And I also love this because Hiro Mizushima (Nanba-senpai) is in this drama and I adore him!!

Watching their friendship and all that gives you a heartwarming feeling, and it feels like you wanted to be in high school again. Of course, you can’t really feel all that in TTBY, as TTBY focusing more on their glamorous life and love line, no school event, festival and so on.  Sulli’s acting is kinda okay, but her character sucks. She’s too dumb, and focuses too much at Tae Joon. While Ashiya and Sano both love and took care of Nakatsu when he got problems.  And Nakatsu was EPIC I tell you. Eun Gyeol is awesome in his own way but still can’t beat Nakatsu epicness. Trust me, you CANNOT watch Hana Kimi without laughing even once, except you’re not fond of Japanese drama, didn’t like the actor, you love Korean drama so much, or simply because you’re an heartless creature.

TO THE BEAUTIFUL YOU
As you know, this is the Korean version remake of Hana Kimi. I won’t say it is the worst cos I’ve watched some movie that much worse than this. But, honestly speaking it sucks and not really up to my expectation. I don’t really like the meter of seriousness it gives me giving that the fact this is adaptation from a manga. It’s kinda confusing and Minho is not a good actor to begin with. I don’t really like his expression. Okay okay, I won’t blame him for his expression, but what the heck with the script? I’ve watch a lot of drama and the crappy one won’t satisfied me anymore. The script is pretty much confusing.

The most obvious example is the scene where they are at the beach. Minho supposedly didn’t know yet that Jae Hee is a girl, but he acted like he already knows everything. Block her from water splash on the road, giving her a cloth to cover her bare shoulder, worry about her when the pervert uncle touch her, and save her from being rape by that perv. I mean, a normal guy won’t even care about all that in front of another GUY friend, let alone thinking that he’s gonna be rape by some other man. It doesn’t make sense at all.

Compare to TTBY, in Hana Kimi, Sano acted normal when Ashiya came, which is what a normal guy suppose to act in front of the same sex friend. He doesn’t hate Ashiya without a solid reason, he just acted a lil bit cold like he acted in front of anybody else. Even when he knows Ashiya is a girl, it’s not obviously shown. He acted like a good friend, and help Ashiya cover her identity without being so obvious.  Besides that, even he knew Nakatsu like Ashiya, he didn’t hate Nakatsu, and still care for his friend.
And for me, Goo Jae Hee reason to enroll into all boys high school doesn’t really strong IMHO. It’s more like a stalker for me. Idolize someone and chase him at his school. At least Hana Kimi came up with quite a ‘make sense’ reason, she’s feeling guilty because Sano stopped high jump because of his injury while saving her from thugs.

A lot of things are missing from Hana Kimi, for e.x:
1. The competition between 3 dorm. And where the hell is Oscar??
2. Heartwarming friendship and bromance.
3. Humour.
4. The guy who read aura.
5. More, more and more.

Actually, there’s a lot to argue between both of the drama but to list all that will take a lot of time so this is what I can write out for now. It doesn’t matter what I said, you have to watch it to understand what I mean about those two drama. Well, both dramas have its own storyline but again, I love Hana Kimi. So much that I can even laugh out loud after watching it again and again. But then, it depends on your own preference.

Thursday, October 4, 2012

I am Thankful.

Stumble upon this quote which I think is the most impactful quote/poem for me. I will not say too much, as I know you guys will understand what this poem is all about. Whatever happened, always thankful for so much things you got in life. 

I am thankful : 

For the wife 
Who says it's hot dogs tonight, 
Because she is home with me, 
And not out with someone else. 


For the husband 
Who is on the sofa 
Being a couch potato, 
Because he is home with me 
And not out at the bars. 

For the teenager 
Who is complaining about doing dishes 
Because it means she is at home, 
Not on the streets. 

For the taxes i pay 
Because it means 
I am employed. 

For the mess to clean after a party 
Because it means i have 
Been surrounded by friends. 

For the clothes that fit a little too snug 
Because it means 
I have enough to eat. 

For my shadow that watches me work 
Because it means 
I am out in the sunshine 

For a lawn that needs mowing,
Windows that need cleaning, 
And gutters that need fixing 
Because it means i have a home. 

For all the complaining 
I hear about the government 
Because it means 
We have freedom of speech.. 

For the parking spot 
I find at the far end of the parking lot 
Because it means i am capable of walking 
And i have been blessed with transportation. 

For my huge heating bill 
Because it means 
I am warm. 

For the lady behind me in church 
Who sings off key because it means 
I can hear. 

For the pile of laundry and ironing 
Because it means 
I have clothes to wear. 

For weariness and aching muscles 
At the end of the day 
Because it means i have been 
Capable of working hard. 

For the alarm that goes off 
In the early morning hours 
Because it means i am alive.


Sunday, September 30, 2012

Rindu.

Lama tak update blog. Update pon tulis B.M je ha mlm2 buta ni. Actually i was reading sarah's and fifi's blog, since i miss my friends so much already. Baru je balik umah seminggu ko, dh rindu2. LOLZ!
Aku malas nk hapdet bukan hape, internet sememangnya baru je dapat dlm rumah ni, tu pon guna berukben yang maha lembap. Gila kau nak online siang2 memang kirim salam. Malam2 buto ni lah yg mak gagah jugak hapdet ni. Terharu tak?LOL.

Lately, the stress is more focus toward job hunting. Mak oi byk beno songeh employee ni, sume nak experience. Dah tu kami yg fresh graduate ni nak campak mana? And to make it worst, masa nk dekat2 konvo, lecturer sume dok tanya job ko ape skrg? Tak ke mati nk menjawabnya? Takkan nk jawab tgh keje kt kedai baju cik semah kot, memang mintak penampar la kan. Macam la dorg nak ko jawab cmtuh kan. Dorg nk career but they have to understand, job hunting is not that easy.


Tunggu RA pon mcm xde berita so better xpayah harap sangat. Haruslah cari keje part time mana2 dulu, so bila dh ade saving sikit baru blh nk pindah Penang ke, cari a better job. Well, thats my plan setakat ni lah.
I guess I will seeking part time job dekat2 sini after my sis engagement. And talking about that, trust me, its kinda annoying. Dah la my sis xkeje, sume brg nk beli perabis duit parent aku. Baju hantaran pon nk suh mak aku beli. Ko tu jantan ada kete dok kt pekan pegi la cari sendirik. Mesti ke nk heret family aku tunggu lama2 semata2 nk beli baju engko? Dah la mendesak, org suh tunggu keje xnak, bila xcukup bajet bising. Celaka sungguh. Nasib baik ko lg tua dr aku, kalau tak mungkin lah jugak dh kena sound setepek. Or mungkin tak, sebab aku balik kot yg kena marah nanti.
Hah malas lah nk cakap byk, kang org kata aku dengki pulak.

Banyak lagi nk membebel sebenonye, tp dh ngantok le pulak. Dh le full moon, mcm2 bunyi plak ader...
Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~


Sunday, July 1, 2012

As I Say Goodbye.




In a few hours, I'll be leaving USM for good and I'm sure most of my friends are already at their home with their beloved family. There's no word can describe my feeling right now. This is the end of my journey in USM and the new journey for the real life. I have to find my own path in life, whether I can be a successful people or vice versa. Parting with USM, the place where I grown up to a mature lady, is sad enough, let alone the fact that I have to part with all my dearest friends here. We fight, laugh, eat, yell, cry, scream, giggling and etc together in this whole 3 years. I wish I have few more years here but separation is something avoidable for everybody. I resisted to think that this is the end. I know we still can meet again some other time. But maybe my friends in Sabah or Sarawak will be a lil bit hard to meet, since it's so far.


This is a place where I grown up, where I share zillions stories with my friends, a place where I know a lot of new friends, the place where I gain a lot of experience that can never be found in other places. Its not possible to list all that but USM and Penang will always be my second home, now and forever. I'll come back again. ;) 
To all my dearest friends, thank you for all the memories together, thank you for the laugh and cry. Thank you for all the kindness and warm. I know I can't survive if you guys are not here. You guys are my treasure that cannot be replace by anyone. We might fought sometime, but we know how much we love each other from the bottom of the heart. Good luck for all the things that you do, and happy job-hunting. Lets keep in touch from time to time, as I say, our friendship and journey will not end here.
Goodbye all, see you again in september~!!

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Abraham Lincoln: Vampire Hunter


Anthony Mackie and Benjamin Walker in 'Abraham Lincoln Vampire Hunter' (Review)

Awesome movie!! Well, at least for me.
Watch this a few days ago and didn't even think I will like it. Actually, this movie is not in our plan to watch, but after wasting time there thinking what to pick, we thought why don't give it a try. Yeah, when I saw the title with the word Abraham Lincoln, I was skeptical about the story. Abraham Lincoln, a prominent figure in history and vampire? What? Are you kidding me? But heck, that's what makes it interesting. You are actually watching another interesting side of Abraham Lincoln. It shows a life of Abraham Lincoln from a child when he saw his mother died because of vampire, seek revenge on the young age and eventually became a president, while hunting vampire at night. Oh no, I don't want to give spoiler. Ok, I'll stop. LOL.

This film received mix reviews, some said good, some said it was so-so. For me, it's awesome! I admit some scenes when he kills the vampires are just a few second flash scene, but still,  it's worth watching as I didn't feel regret spending my money for the ticket. It was not that bad as some people said. I guess it depends on your liking and preference. Personally, I give this film 4 star out of 5.

Saturday, June 23, 2012

My Wishlist #1: Shiseido Perfect Foundation Brush


Perfect Foundation Brush
pic taken from http://www.shiseido.com

I've seen a lot of blogger tested out this wonderful brush and I can say I'm quite impressed with the result from the picture they've shown. Yeah, I know I'm still a student and there's no way I can afford to buy one right now. But dreaming is allowed right? ;)

Since I had no review for them, you can just google it or read some of the reviews here: 

Friday, June 22, 2012

I Hate Separation

I'll feel like this everytime someone left me. I hate it when someone I already close left me first. Never imagine I will feel so weird when she's gone. Even it is in a short while, we were really happy going out having fun together and share a lot of story with each other. She's so kind and generous to me, to someone that she just met. Maybe cos I don't have a sister, and she acted like one to me.



Looks like all my entries this week are about sadness and gloominess. Well, I have a good reason to be sad. Maybe my PMS influenced it. LOL. Sorry peeps, can't help it. I feel sad and I have to pour it out. Eh, I don't fucking care, this is my blog anyway. Looks like I won't sleep tonight. Still thinking who to invite or where should I go to sleep tonight...


Started to imagine how would I feel on the last day in USM? Surely I'll be crying blood tears.

Thursday, June 21, 2012

Disappointed

I failed in my driving test today. Badly. I don't even bother to look at my score and tell my driving instructor. It just too disappointed having that kind of mark. To be honest, it slapped me right on my face. I feel like I'm the worst driver ever on this day. And to my horror, the things that I pray will not happen to me still happened anyway. I got a woman tester, if you know what I mean.

I usually drove Kancil, so it is not a problem for me anymore and I think I could past if we are not using a different fucking car on the test day. The gear is fucking different. Not even close to the Viva I got on QTI test. That woman attitude doesn't help at all, and yes, I feel so panic. I'm not blaming her 100% tho, but still, I just feel so sad. It's even worst to think that you are actually the only one who failed among your friends.



I have no idea how to properly drive a fucking different car that I touch for the first time with a short clutch, different gear and higher seat position. My feet couldn't reach the clutch , brake and accelerator properly even if I adjust the seat. I just feel lost. Oh this is the worst feeling ever.

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

#Random 1

Hurmm...
tak boleh nk tido pon...mungkin sebab dh tido skjp tadi..so kesini la aku jawabnya...
its already 6.30am..dh subuh dh pon...
ntah kenapa aku xboleh tido, resah gelisah sume ade. rasa semacam pon hade...untung la sape ade rumet..rasa nk lari bilik org lain pon ade ni..
tp mampos la, buat derk sudah...
ntah ape yg aku membebel pagi2 buta ni aku pon xtau..yg pastinya kepala otak aku mcm blank ada, mcm serabut ada..aku sendiri pon xtau mana satu condition kepala hotak aku ni..
well, korg pon tau kan masalahnya apa..and aku malas la nk ckp psl tu dh..nanti org kata aku seeking simpati orang plak..org pon annoying baca benda yg sama..
tp whatever it is, kalau korg yg ada kt tempat aku, tau sendiri la rasanya...
yg penah merasa tu paham la rasanya mcm mana.

ok, whatever u bitch.
td aku dh lepas intebiu nk g Jepun, and harap2 la berjaya..i really hope 5 of us could make it walaupon aku tau die mesti amik at least sorg junior..ntah la...kalau ada rezeki ada la..kalau tak dapat tu anggap la ada hikmah disebaliknya and mungkin Allah dah aturkan sesuatu yg lebih baik..
we never know right.

oh tolong la...esok nk tido bilik sarah n farah la mcm ni.
xsuka xsuka xsukaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!
heh...mcm sewel dh aku ni.
ape2 jela.
chow!!

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Nature Republic FTW~!

Okay, my post title is a bit exaggerate, i know lol!
But after u saw the pic, maybe you'll know why I'm grinning like a crazy girl here.





Now, can you feel what I feel bitches?LOL. I got all this several weeks ago during Nature Republic promotion and its much more cheaper compare to the original price. And mind to tell you, although they are under promotional items and we got it for a super cheap price, the quality is not bad at all. I really like the Aeromix foundation and Star Loose Powder among all the thing that we got. Its a shimmer loose powder, but it settles into your skin without leaving your face shimmering like disco ball. You can barely see the shimmer effect. I love all the product that I got here, except certain face powder are too light for my liking.

I also got facial scrub, essence, 3 compact powder, liquid eyeliner, foundation, eyeshadow, lipstick, lipgloss, lipbalm, eyeliner, eyebrow pencil, make up base, tailor made formula patches and etc as you can see above. All that haul actually cost around RM600++ at their original price.

Oh yea, can you see that green tube with aloe vera printed ? That is their best seller and my most favourite product too. It feel oh-so-smooth on my skin and I superrrr love it! But I bought it separately because its not under promotional item so, it cost me around RM 32++ i guess. 
Fot those who doesn't familiar with Nature Republic, it is a korean skincare brand and their price range is quite affordable and cheaper compare to other Korean skincare line like Skin Food and The Face Shop. 

Okay, I'm sleepy already, till we meet again. Bye!

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Melancholy

tears - broken-hearts
Tutorial is cancelled and here I am, writing my piece of mind since I left my blog for a long time already. Its not that I don't have anything to say, in fact I have a lot but I dunno how to express it. When I express it, my feeling will not be in peace anymore. So I tend to laugh over and over again, not for special reason sometimes. Its solely to keep my mind at ease. Since all that problems and saddest thing came into my life without permission, a lot of thing has changed. I almost lost my hope, but then thinking Allah is always there watching for me and hearing my pray, I gathered my strength again, hoping that everything will be okay and go on with my life. I always laugh out loud but deep down inside my heart, who knows other than Allah. Only Allah knows how I feel everytime I go to sleep. Only Allah knows what I've been thinking these day.
I have a lot to say but I only can say it to my Creator. Saying all these thing over and over again only hurts my feeling, like putting the salt into the wound. But then, what can I do?

Thursday, December 22, 2011

What a lovely partyyyyyyyyy!!!

Hi peeps!
How's your day?? 
Anyway, today I went to a christmas/open house party at Jieun unnie's house, a korean friend at Uni Height with my darlings Fifi the Cassies, Farah the Scandalous Scholar and Sarah the one with a lot of mid-life crisis...LOL~!!!xD
Well, spending our time there is really worth it. We got to know a new friends, a warmhearted family and got to eat kimbap, korean pancake, and mee soup that somehow looks like or taste like dwenjang jjigae. But its delicious, well, at least for my tongue. xD


Hahahaha...this is Jeremy...a cute and active korean boy who always makes his face look silly whenever someone took his picture. Their parent are really nice and treated us like a family. We doesn't fell awkward at all...I mean not that much..we can continue to talk until tomorrow if the time allow us..LOL!



See, the comical face again from Jeremy a.k.a Jo Kwon Prodigy~! LOL!
Oh and thats Eunji, his cute shy sister...she's pretty and I believe she could be a heartbreaker soon. She's kinda shy with us at first but give her some interesting topic that she like, she will run to talk to you in a blink! 

I bet Jieun unnie will feel her house is really 'empty' when all her guest has went back..(lololol perasan sial) xD
Rest well tonight unnie and thank you for your food and hospitality. It is such a great opportunity to meet you. =) Let's cook some another delicacies next time. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Its hard.



Its hard to see the same situation again and again..
Its hard when all you wanna think is spend more time with her.
Its hard to think that she wants you to be a little longer there when you couldn't even do that.
Its hard when you have to fell the emptiness every time you go back.
Its hard to think that she's not there when all you wanna do is hear she nagging at you at least once.
Its hard to say goodbye in that same situation over and over again.
Its really hard to bite my lips, grin and fake a smile again.




Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Get a life please................~

I really don't understand why the heck that Indonesia hate Malaysia so much. Since dulu lagi. A football match can make them swearing and cursing about killing Malaysian students in Padjajaran University. Because of  some simple thing, they throwing their tantrums like we had killed their sisters or kiss their mom's ass. Is it because of batik? Oh come on, modern batik are different from your batik. And since we are from the same roots, is it fair if u guys said batik is yours? Oh come on. Grow up some dicks. Or is it because we got a grab of that island? Hey, we have been in a court with Singapore about the same issues too, and eventually Singapore won that case. But did u guys ever seen we fight so hard about it? Did u guys had seen we cursing each other motherland just because of that? Things happen, face it people.


Don't give us a shit and ask us to respect you guys when you guys don't even do it. Respect are to be earn. You guys came here illegally, burn our flag but still want respect? Don't give a fucking bullshit. 


By saying this, i'm not saying all Indonesian are like that. I had some Indonesian friends too, they are really nice. (Probably because they are from educated background family). I didn't hold any grudges upon them. At all. In fact, I really  like them as my friend. What I was angry about is how some stupid assholes moron people that always claim Malaysia steal their batik, island, that stupid poco- poco, etc etc. And Reog Ponegro dance or whatever it is call, please listen to this Indonesia.We doesn't even know what the shit is that??? Seriously when u guys mention it, its like the first time we hear that thing. And how can you shamelessly claiming that we steal your dance when we even doesn't fucking knowing what the hell is it???Bear in mind that this is a global world people. Did u see Chinese cursing at Malay restaurant that sells Nasi Ayam? or Malay cursing at Chinese for selling Nasi Lemak? Hell NO. 


And before u guys accused us for stealing thingy, let me wake your brain a little bit. Remember the sinetron 'Benci Bilang Cinta'??? Google it. Its a copycat from Korean drama called 'Princess Hour'. I know a lot of you know this drama. Don't try to deny it because I watch both of it and its clearly a copycat. Ohh, and Rossa took Ella's song and changed the lyric into her own lyrics without even informing the owner of the song first, who is a Malaysian singer. But did u guys ever saw we cursing so hard to your country? No rite? Its just a song. We had a better things to do than roars about a song. Now, who is the stealer? Don't u guys feel ashame? Wake up la people don't be so stupid can you?. Aiyooo...Go to school and get some education before u guys make stupid statement. Its really sound stupid and pathetic. Its more to PATHETIC. 


To cool myself a little bit, I will just assume that u guys envy us so much because we are so much better that u guys in many ways. (Please don't deny, its a fact LOL!) I don't want to get angry at the first place actually, but yeah, how patient you are sekalipon, if they suddely talk shit about your motherland and being called a stealer without a strong reason, who doesn't get angry? YOU? NO? Get lost go live in some other country. 


p/s: I never saw football player commute using the tank car to go back and forth in a match. By this statement, imagine yourself how bad it was.

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Benda leceh pon nk membebel!

Aku bkn nk merungut actually.
Aku tau xde keje yg senang kt dunia ni. Aku xkisah pon buat keje2 tuh even penat pon. 
Kalau environment kerja okay, keje susah pon blh rasa senang.
Tapi kalau manager sume cam sial korg rase susah ke tidak??? Kalau korg dibebel mcm bdk bangang xpenah sekolah korg rase sial ke tidak??
HELLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Please la jgn sial sgt korg2 semua. Benda2 leceh tu xpayah le cakap. Aku bkn xde mata xnampak cmner korg buat keje. Same je mcm tangan aku buat keje.
Bila korg buat xpe, bila kitorang yg buat, mcm menunggu masa je nk bebel. Come on la wehhh...aku tau la korg semua tu stresssssss buat keje, nk cari kambing hitam utk jd mangsa bebelan, tapi jgn la benda kecik2 pon nk tegur...Korang pon buat cmtuh jgk la sial....
Amboi kalo korg2 buat xpe, kalau kami buat cepat je korg nk bebel kan...sial betul.
Dapat manager pon mcm sial. Nak tegur elok2 la, xpyh la sinis sgt. Tau la korg manager keje dh lama. Tapi xpyh la sial sgt. Memang la korg expert kt situ, korg dh terperuk situ bape lama?
Dah la keje nk membebel je, xjawab pon nk buat ayat sial. Memang la sial.
Nak suh ktrg jaga cashier sbb dh 3 minggu keje?? Lagi la sial. 3 minggu yg ko cakap tu same dgn 6 hari je baru...weekend je, seminggu 2 hari...bongok ke xreti kire? Dh la org lain ko kc 6 hr ktrg je weekend..gila bias btul..
Ajar punch cashier 2-3 patah dh suh terus buat. Kalo cashier ko tu mcm tesco xpe, main2 scan2.
Dh la punye sial byk menu, saiz, meals..ingat kalut2 cmtuh leh hapal ke sial?
Mampos engkau la kan nk sinis pon. Pedulik hape aku. Kau nak ke aku panggil ko suh board 150 kali sejam??
Kalau mampu sila la bagi.