Rindu.

Lama tak update blog. Update pon tulis B.M je ha mlm2 buta ni. Actually i was reading sarah's and fifi's blog, since i miss my friends so much already. Baru je balik umah seminggu ko, dh rindu2. LOLZ!
Aku malas nk hapdet bukan hape, internet sememangnya baru je dapat dlm rumah ni, tu pon guna berukben yang maha lembap. Gila kau nak online siang2 memang kirim salam. Malam2 buto ni lah yg mak gagah jugak hapdet ni. Terharu tak?LOL.

Lately, the stress is more focus toward job hunting. Mak oi byk beno songeh employee ni, sume nak experience. Dah tu kami yg fresh graduate ni nak campak mana? And to make it worst, masa nk dekat2 konvo, lecturer sume dok tanya job ko ape skrg? Tak ke mati nk menjawabnya? Takkan nk jawab tgh keje kt kedai baju cik semah kot, memang mintak penampar la kan. Macam la dorg nak ko jawab cmtuh kan. Dorg nk career but they have to understand, job hunting is not that easy.

Tunggu RA pon mcm xde berita so better xpayah harap sangat. Haruslah cari keje part time mana2 dulu, so bila dh ade saving sikit baru blh nk pindah Penang ke, cari a better job. Well, thats my plan setakat ni lah.
I guess I will seeking part time job dekat2 sini after my sis engagement. And talking about that, trust me, its kinda annoying. Dah la my sis xkeje, sume brg nk beli perabis duit parent aku. Baju hantaran pon nk suh mak aku beli. Ko tu jantan ada kete dok kt pekan pegi la cari sendirik. Mesti ke nk heret family aku tunggu lama2 semata2 nk beli baju engko? Dah la mendesak, org suh tunggu keje xnak, bila xcukup bajet bising. Celaka sungguh. Nasib baik ko lg tua dr aku, kalau tak mungkin lah jugak dh kena sound setepek. Or mungkin tak, sebab aku balik kot yg kena marah nanti.
Hah malas lah nk cakap byk, kang org kata aku dengki pulak.

Banyak lagi nk membebel sebenonye, tp dh ngantok le pulak. Dh le full moon, mcm2 bunyi plak ader...
Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

As I Say Goodbye.

In a few hours, I'll be leaving USM for good and I'm sure most of my friends are already at their home with their beloved family. There's no word can describe my feeling right now. This is the end of my journey in USM and the new journey for the real life. I have to find my own path in life, whether I can be a successful people or vice versa. Parting with USM, the place where I grown up to a mature lady, is sad enough, let alone the fact that I have to part with all my dearest friends here. We fight, laugh, eat, yell, cry, scream, giggling and etc together in this whole 3 years. I wish I have few more years here but separation is something avoidable for everybody. I resisted to think that this is the end. I know we still can meet again some other time. But maybe my friends in Sabah or Sarawak will be a lil bit hard to meet, since it's so far.

This is a place where I grown up, where I share zillions stories with my friends, a place where I know a lot of new friends, the place where I gain a lot of experience that can never be found in other places. Its not possible to list all that but USM and Penang will always be my second home, now and forever. I'll come back again. ;) 

To all my dearest friends, thank you for all the memories together, thank you for the laugh and cry. Thank you for all the kindness and warm. I know I can't survive if you guys are not here. You guys are my treasure that cannot be replace by anyone. We might fought sometime, but we know how much we love each other from the bottom of the heart. Good luck for all the things that you do, and happy job-hunting. Lets keep in touch from time to time, as I say, our friendship and journey will not end here.
Goodbye all, see you again in september~!!

Abraham Lincoln: Vampire Hunter

Awesome movie!! Well, at least for me.

Watch this a few days ago and didn't even think I will like it. Actually, this movie is not in our plan to watch, but after wasting time there thinking what to pick, we thought why don't give it a try. Yeah, when I saw the title with the word Abraham Lincoln, I was skeptical about the story. Abraham Lincoln, a prominent figure in history and vampire? What? Are you kidding me? But heck, that's what makes it interesting. You are actually watching another interesting side of Abraham Lincoln. It shows a life of Abraham Lincoln from a child when he saw his mother died because of vampire, seek revenge on the young age and eventually became a president, while hunting vampire at night. Oh no, I don't want to give spoiler. Ok, I'll stop. LOL.

This film received mix reviews, some said good, some said it was so-so. For me, it's awesome! I admit some scenes when he kills the vampires are just a few second flash scene, but still,  it's worth watching as I didn't feel regret spending my money for the ticket. It was not that bad as some people said. I guess it depends on your liking and preference. Personally, I give this film 4 star out of 5.

My Wishlist #1: Shiseido Perfect Foundation Brush

pic taken from http://www.shiseido.com

I've seen a lot of blogger tested out this wonderful brush and I can say I'm quite impressed with the result from the picture they've shown. Yeah, I know I'm still a student and there's no way I can afford to buy one right now. But dreaming is allowed right? ;)

Since I had no review for them, you can just google it or read some of the reviews here: 

http://miaka-mylife.blogspot.com/2012/02/shiseido-perfect-foundation-brush.html

http://www.mywomenstuff.com/2012/05/16/simply-perfection-the-shiseido-perfect-foundation-brush-makes-applying-foundation-a-dream/

I Hate Separation

I'll feel like this everytime someone left me. I hate it when someone I already close left me first. Never imagine I will feel so weird when she's gone. Even it is in a short while, we were really happy going out having fun together and share a lot of story with each other. She's so kind and generous to me, to someone that she just met. Maybe cos I don't have a sister, and she acted like one to me.



Looks like all my entries this week are about sadness and gloominess. Well, I have a good reason to be sad. Maybe my PMS influenced it. LOL. Sorry peeps, can't help it. I feel sad and I have to pour it out. Eh, I don't fucking care, this is my blog anyway. Looks like I won't sleep tonight. Still thinking who to invite or where should I go to sleep tonight...


Started to imagine how would I feel on the last day in USM? Surely I'll be crying blood tears.

Disappointed

I failed in my driving test today. Badly. I don't even bother to look at my score and tell my driving instructor. It just too disappointed having that kind of mark. To be honest, it slapped me right on my face. I feel like I'm the worst driver ever on this day. And to my horror, the things that I pray will not happen to me still happened anyway. I got a woman tester, if you know what I mean.

I usually drove Kancil, so it is not a problem for me anymore and I think I could past if we are not using a different fucking car on the test day. The gear is fucking different. Not even close to the Viva I got on QTI test. That woman attitude doesn't help at all, and yes, I feel so panic. I'm not blaming her 100% tho, but still, I just feel so sad. It's even worst to think that you are actually the only one who failed among your friends.



I have no idea how to properly drive a fucking different car that I touch for the first time with a short clutch, different gear and higher seat position. My feet couldn't reach the clutch , brake and accelerator properly even if I adjust the seat. I just feel lost. Oh this is the worst feeling ever.

#Random 1

Hurmm...
tak boleh nk tido pon...mungkin sebab dh tido skjp tadi..so kesini la aku jawabnya...
its already 6.30am..dh subuh dh pon...
ntah kenapa aku xboleh tido, resah gelisah sume ade. rasa semacam pon hade...untung la sape ade rumet..rasa nk lari bilik org lain pon ade ni..
tp mampos la, buat derk sudah...
ntah ape yg aku membebel pagi2 buta ni aku pon xtau..yg pastinya kepala otak aku mcm blank ada, mcm serabut ada..aku sendiri pon xtau mana satu condition kepala hotak aku ni..
well, korg pon tau kan masalahnya apa..and aku malas la nk ckp psl tu dh..nanti org kata aku seeking simpati orang plak..org pon annoying baca benda yg sama..
tp whatever it is, kalau korg yg ada kt tempat aku, tau sendiri la rasanya...
yg penah merasa tu paham la rasanya mcm mana.

ok, whatever u bitch.
td aku dh lepas intebiu nk g Jepun, and harap2 la berjaya..i really hope 5 of us could make it walaupon aku tau die mesti amik at least sorg junior..ntah la...kalau ada rezeki ada la..kalau tak dapat tu anggap la ada hikmah disebaliknya and mungkin Allah dah aturkan sesuatu yg lebih baik..
we never know right.

oh tolong la...esok nk tido bilik sarah n farah la mcm ni.
xsuka xsuka xsukaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!
heh...mcm sewel dh aku ni.
ape2 jela.
chow!!