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Hi peeps!

How's your day?? 

Anyway, today I went to a christmas/open house party at Jieun unnie's house, a korean friend at Uni Height with my darlings Fifi the Cassies, Farah the Scandalous Scholar and Sarah the one with a lot of mid-life crisis...LOL~!!!xD

Well, spending our time there is really worth it. We got to know a new friends, a warmhearted family and got to eat kimbap, korean pancake, and mee soup that somehow looks like or taste like dwenjang jjigae. But its delicious, well, at least for my tongue. xD

Hahahaha...this is Jeremy...a cute and active korean boy who always makes his face look silly whenever someone took his picture. Their parent are really nice and treated us like a family. We doesn't fell awkward at all...I mean not that much..we can continue to talk until tomorrow if the time allow us..LOL!

See, the comical face again from Jeremy a.k.a Jo Kwon Prodigy~! LOL!

Oh and thats Eunji, his cute shy sister...she's pretty and I believe she could be a heartbreaker soon. She's kinda shy with us at first but give her some interesting topic that she like, she will run to talk to you in a blink! 

I bet Jieun unnie will feel her house is really 'empty' when all her guest has went back..(lololol perasan sial) xD

Rest well tonight unnie and thank you for your food and hospitality. It is such a great opportunity to meet you. =) Let's cook some another delicacies next time. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Its hard but I'll try.

Its hard.

Its hard to see the same situation again and again..
Its hard when all you wanna think is spend more time with her.
Its hard to think that she wants you to be a little longer there when you couldn't even do that.
Its hard when you have to fell the emptiness every time you go back.
Its hard to think that she's not there when all you wanna do is hear she nagging at you at least once.
Its hard to say goodbye in that same situation over and over again.
Its really hard to bite my lips, grin and fake a smile again.

Get a life please................~

I really don't understand why the heck that Indonesia hate Malaysia so much. Since dulu lagi. A football match can make them swearing and cursing about killing Malaysian students in Padjajaran University. Because of  some simple thing, they throwing their tantrums like we had killed their sisters or kiss their mom's ass. Is it because of batik? Oh come on, modern batik are different from your batik. And since we are from the same roots, is it fair if u guys said batik is yours? Oh come on. Grow up some dicks. Or is it because we got a grab of that island? Hey, we have been in a court with Singapore about the same issues too, and eventually Singapore won that case. But did u guys ever seen we fight so hard about it? Did u guys had seen we cursing each other motherland just because of that? Things happen, face it people.


Don't give us a shit and ask us to respect you guys when you guys don't even do it. Respect are to be earn. You guys came here illegally, burn our flag but still want respect? Don't give a fucking bullshit. 


By saying this, i'm not saying all Indonesian are like that. I had some Indonesian friends too, they are really nice. (Probably because they are from educated background family). I didn't hold any grudges upon them. At all. In fact, I really  like them as my friend. What I was angry about is how some stupid assholes moron people that always claim Malaysia steal their batik, island, that stupid poco- poco, etc etc. And Reog Ponegro dance or whatever it is call, please listen to this Indonesia.We doesn't even know what the shit is that??? Seriously when u guys mention it, its like the first time we hear that thing. And how can you shamelessly claiming that we steal your dance when we even doesn't fucking knowing what the hell is it???Bear in mind that this is a global world people. Did u see Chinese cursing at Malay restaurant that sells Nasi Ayam? or Malay cursing at Chinese for selling Nasi Lemak? Hell NO. 


And before u guys accused us for stealing thingy, let me wake your brain a little bit. Remember the sinetron 'Benci Bilang Cinta'??? Google it. Its a copycat from Korean drama called 'Princess Hour'. I know a lot of you know this drama. Don't try to deny it because I watch both of it and its clearly a copycat. Ohh, and Rossa took Ella's song and changed the lyric into her own lyrics without even informing the owner of the song first, who is a Malaysian singer. But did u guys ever saw we cursing so hard to your country? No rite? Its just a song. We had a better things to do than roars about a song. Now, who is the stealer? Don't u guys feel ashame? Wake up la people don't be so stupid can you?. Aiyooo...Go to school and get some education before u guys make stupid statement. Its really sound stupid and pathetic. Its more to PATHETIC. 


To cool myself a little bit, I will just assume that u guys envy us so much because we are so much better that u guys in many ways. (Please don't deny, its a fact LOL!) I don't want to get angry at the first place actually, but yeah, how patient you are sekalipon, if they suddely talk shit about your motherland and being called a stealer without a strong reason, who doesn't get angry? YOU? NO? Get lost go live in some other country. 


p/s: I never saw football player commute using the tank car to go back and forth in a match. By this statement, imagine yourself how bad it was.

Benda leceh pon nk membebel!

Aku bkn nk merungut actually.

Aku tau xde keje yg senang kt dunia ni. Aku xkisah pon buat keje2 tuh even penat pon. 

Kalau environment kerja okay, keje susah pon blh rasa senang.

Tapi kalau manager sume cam sial korg rase susah ke tidak??? Kalau korg dibebel mcm bdk bangang xpenah sekolah korg rase sial ke tidak??

HELLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Please la jgn sial sgt korg2 semua. Benda2 leceh tu xpayah le cakap. Aku bkn xde mata xnampak cmner korg buat keje. Same je mcm tangan aku buat keje.

Bila korg buat xpe, bila kitorang yg buat, mcm menunggu masa je nk bebel. Come on la wehhh...aku tau la korg semua tu stresssssss buat keje, nk cari kambing hitam utk jd mangsa bebelan, tapi jgn la benda kecik2 pon nk tegur...Korang pon buat cmtuh jgk la sial....

Amboi kalo korg2 buat xpe, kalau kami buat cepat je korg nk bebel kan...sial betul.

Dapat manager pon mcm sial. Nak tegur elok2 la, xpyh la sinis sgt. Tau la korg manager keje dh lama. Tapi xpyh la sial sgt. Memang la korg expert kt situ, korg dh terperuk situ bape lama?

Dah la keje nk membebel je, xjawab pon nk buat ayat sial. Memang la sial.

Nak suh ktrg jaga cashier sbb dh 3 minggu keje?? Lagi la sial. 3 minggu yg ko cakap tu same dgn 6 hari je baru...weekend je, seminggu 2 hari...bongok ke xreti kire? Dh la org lain ko kc 6 hr ktrg je weekend..gila bias btul..

Ajar punch cashier 2-3 patah dh suh terus buat. Kalo cashier ko tu mcm tesco xpe, main2 scan2.

Dh la punye sial byk menu, saiz, meals..ingat kalut2 cmtuh leh hapal ke sial?

Mampos engkau la kan nk sinis pon. Pedulik hape aku. Kau nak ke aku panggil ko suh board 150 kali sejam??

Kalau mampu sila la bagi.

I super heart my boys~!!!

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Some things happen with a reason.

You might know me as a person with mulut puaka and always cursing people every day. I guess no one wants to curse people everyday without reason.
But u might not know the reason I'm being like this. People always say what you do or what happen to u now makes what u will become...I might say its true.
I consider myself a good person back then. Always trying to please people. Always volunteer to take the job. Always trying to help them sincerely with whatever method I can. But, people always trying to take advantage. I don't even realize they make use of me. I remembered what people do at me back then. Clearly. If that kind of thing happens now, believe me, you know what im gonna do.

And I clearly remember when someone told me to take hot water and I went downstairs to take it for her. I don't even know why i'm so fucking stupid to follow her order. She order me around bcos she know i'm the kind of person she can use for. Even my friend notice it and scold me and even ask me not to do. But I just smile and do it sincerely like nothing happen.

I guess I change a little bit after that and I just realize how stupid I am. When i'm getting older, I had a kind of paranoia thinking someone want to use me if he order me to do something for many times. And I can't stand rude people bcos im not. I won't be rude to people if they are not rude in the first place.I don't know if I still can forgive these people. Maybe yes, but I will remember it for my whole life.

I kept a lot of things that I can never told anyone in my heart. A lot of things from the past. Not even my bestfriend or my parent. So, bear with me if I keep saying something that might hurt you. Perhaps you think its kinda bad. Sometimes, it just a joke. Sometimes its because I love u so guys so much.