Its hard.

Its hard to see the same situation again and again..
Its hard when all you wanna think is spend more time with her.
Its hard to think that she wants you to be a little longer there when you couldn't even do that.
Its hard when you have to fell the emptiness every time you go back.
Its hard to think that she's not there when all you wanna do is hear she nagging at you at least once.
Its hard to say goodbye in that same situation over and over again.
Its really hard to bite my lips, grin and fake a smile again.

Get a life please................~

I really don't understand why the heck that Indonesia hate Malaysia so much. Since dulu lagi. A football match can make them swearing and cursing about killing Malaysian students in Padjajaran University. Because of  some simple thing, they throwing their tantrums like we had killed their sisters or kiss their mom's ass. Is it because of batik? Oh come on, modern batik are different from your batik. And since we are from the same roots, is it fair if u guys said batik is yours? Oh come on. Grow up some dicks. Or is it because we got a grab of that island? Hey, we have been in a court with Singapore about the same issues too, and eventually Singapore won that case. But did u guys ever seen we fight so hard about it? Did u guys had seen we cursing each other motherland just because of that? Things happen, face it people.


Don't give us a shit and ask us to respect you guys when you guys don't even do it. Respect are to be earn. You guys came here illegally, burn our flag but still want respect? Don't give a fucking bullshit. 


By saying this, i'm not saying all Indonesian are like that. I had some Indonesian friends too, they are really nice. (Probably because they are from educated background family). I didn't hold any grudges upon them. At all. In fact, I really  like them as my friend. What I was angry about is how some stupid assholes moron people that always claim Malaysia steal their batik, island, that stupid poco- poco, etc etc. And Reog Ponegro dance or whatever it is call, please listen to this Indonesia.We doesn't even know what the shit is that??? Seriously when u guys mention it, its like the first time we hear that thing. And how can you shamelessly claiming that we steal your dance when we even doesn't fucking knowing what the hell is it???Bear in mind that this is a global world people. Did u see Chinese cursing at Malay restaurant that sells Nasi Ayam? or Malay cursing at Chinese for selling Nasi Lemak? Hell NO. 


And before u guys accused us for stealing thingy, let me wake your brain a little bit. Remember the sinetron 'Benci Bilang Cinta'??? Google it. Its a copycat from Korean drama called 'Princess Hour'. I know a lot of you know this drama. Don't try to deny it because I watch both of it and its clearly a copycat. Ohh, and Rossa took Ella's song and changed the lyric into her own lyrics without even informing the owner of the song first, who is a Malaysian singer. But did u guys ever saw we cursing so hard to your country? No rite? Its just a song. We had a better things to do than roars about a song. Now, who is the stealer? Don't u guys feel ashame? Wake up la people don't be so stupid can you?. Aiyooo...Go to school and get some education before u guys make stupid statement. Its really sound stupid and pathetic. Its more to PATHETIC. 


To cool myself a little bit, I will just assume that u guys envy us so much because we are so much better that u guys in many ways. (Please don't deny, its a fact LOL!) I don't want to get angry at the first place actually, but yeah, how patient you are sekalipon, if they suddely talk shit about your motherland and being called a stealer without a strong reason, who doesn't get angry? YOU? NO? Get lost go live in some other country. 


p/s: I never saw football player commute using the tank car to go back and forth in a match. By this statement, imagine yourself how bad it was.

Benda leceh pon nk membebel!

Aku bkn nk merungut actually.

Aku tau xde keje yg senang kt dunia ni. Aku xkisah pon buat keje2 tuh even penat pon. 

Kalau environment kerja okay, keje susah pon blh rasa senang.

Tapi kalau manager sume cam sial korg rase susah ke tidak??? Kalau korg dibebel mcm bdk bangang xpenah sekolah korg rase sial ke tidak??

HELLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Please la jgn sial sgt korg2 semua. Benda2 leceh tu xpayah le cakap. Aku bkn xde mata xnampak cmner korg buat keje. Same je mcm tangan aku buat keje.

Bila korg buat xpe, bila kitorang yg buat, mcm menunggu masa je nk bebel. Come on la wehhh...aku tau la korg semua tu stresssssss buat keje, nk cari kambing hitam utk jd mangsa bebelan, tapi jgn la benda kecik2 pon nk tegur...Korang pon buat cmtuh jgk la sial....

Amboi kalo korg2 buat xpe, kalau kami buat cepat je korg nk bebel kan...sial betul.

Dapat manager pon mcm sial. Nak tegur elok2 la, xpyh la sinis sgt. Tau la korg manager keje dh lama. Tapi xpyh la sial sgt. Memang la korg expert kt situ, korg dh terperuk situ bape lama?

Dah la keje nk membebel je, xjawab pon nk buat ayat sial. Memang la sial.

Nak suh ktrg jaga cashier sbb dh 3 minggu keje?? Lagi la sial. 3 minggu yg ko cakap tu same dgn 6 hari je baru...weekend je, seminggu 2 hari...bongok ke xreti kire? Dh la org lain ko kc 6 hr ktrg je weekend..gila bias btul..

Ajar punch cashier 2-3 patah dh suh terus buat. Kalo cashier ko tu mcm tesco xpe, main2 scan2.

Dh la punye sial byk menu, saiz, meals..ingat kalut2 cmtuh leh hapal ke sial?

Mampos engkau la kan nk sinis pon. Pedulik hape aku. Kau nak ke aku panggil ko suh board 150 kali sejam??

Kalau mampu sila la bagi.